I got no idea why my mind is flooded with so much thoughts out of sudden.
Perhaps, too much things happened recently, and after pouring out so much to Estina today, i came to realize so much things, that never came into my mind. School is tiring me out. Really, to the maximum that i'm so sick of submission, though it's just left with that one week. Yes, One week, but it's a torture, so much worser than having exam for that one whole week. Walkthrough perhaps, was my greatest fear. Those unclear and brief instruction given during class was not enough. And the image of, 'How to render a walkthrough' is still blur in my mind. I dont know how i'm gonna do that short 1min walkthrough like this.

'What for doing something that you are least interest in, and not enjoying, scoring that lousy gpa knowing that you cant enter local U at the end?' Estina said this, it makes me think. It's so true. It's not that i'm shaken by her, quitting interior design, but it's so true. What actually i really wanted, like and enjoy? Passion drives you. I guess its the passion that give you the motivation to work harder. But i can't seems to find that passion. What do i really want actually.
In fact, there's actually no point saying all this, because there's an only way for me, continue and complete my diploma. I dont want to disappoint my parents.

Life recently have been kinda sucky. GEMS presentation today which sucks like hell. Especially that old hag lecturer, boiled my blood and spoilt my day like seriously. Got the urge to point that 'special' finger right in her face. If its wasn't about the 25%, i wouldnt have want to go for it. _!_ Went botak jones on Thursday with Xs and Angela, which cost a bomb and the food wasn't as nice as we expected. We ate like 1/4 of the whole plate, which is $2 out of the $8, and leave it there. Add on, work at 9am tomorrow turn me off. Totally.

I hate August.

'A leopard never changes it's spot'
A best way to describe people who dont learn their mistakes.